I know

I wrote yesterday...the blogger ghoulies must have erased it though...

Last night I realized how in limbo in my life I actually am. I am in that haze of indecision about where I fit in--not a student, not a grown-up, and not really wanting to be either. In Chicago I was always around people my age or older, and I never felt like I didn't fit in. Here, I feel too old, and I defintely don't fit in anywhere. So I am trying to find my way and be happy in the moment, but I'm not doing a very good job. I miss the city, and I miss at least feeling like I belonged somewhere. I know it probably isn't in my best interest to be so conflicted about where I am in life, but I can't seem to avoid it.

I am off to live the craziness which is my current life...