Expectations

I try not to have any. Low expectations mean it will be extremely hard to be let down. I can't help but feel a little more than hopeful...there has been a lot I have been through, and I am stronger and more independent than I ever have felt before. So why can't I hope for the better? It isn't like I've never been let down...I can't seem to find myself at a happy middle ground--I either completely lose touch with all potential possibilities or I completely shut down any hope for any possible good thing to come my way. The timing is all wacky with this though...and it would be so challenging...BAH...I need to eat and work on my thesis and my drawing assignment.