I know I will never know,

but I wish I did.
I know that even if I knew, I still wouldn't be satisfied--because no matter what happened, I didn't deserve to be treated like I fell off the earth just because I moved back to WI to get my MA...
I hate when I think about the past...
I just had so much fun...wine tasting parties, fondue parties & everyone got shitfaced & contributed, wine & Cranium nights, flag football & heading out to the bar for the afternoon, Haloween parties (& everyone dressed up!), Cubs' games, grown-up talks (sex, the job, boys, etc) sitting outside on a patio in front of a bar drinking...Funny thing--they were all my age now when I lived down there....and here I am...
:(

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