This is how I thought it would be...

But, it's not. It won't be. I have to still be ok.

Crabby ranting...

You know what? WHATEVER. I may have made mistakes in the past, I may have totally sucked at life at one point or another--guess what? I'm human, imperfect, and attempting to grow and learn and be better. Clearly, as demonstrated, many choose to remain dedicated to past experiences. Though, as I type this, I know I am not much better. I need to let go.

It is ok that Lori won't be my friend on facebook. That she ignored my email, and I still don't know what the hell I did.

It is ok that Nate is with Sara from high school and they have me blocked.

It is ok that Joel is married to some anorexic white trash.

It is ok that Jeff is married and has had a daughter already.

It is ok that Norman is married and just had a son.

It is ok that I am not married.

Why do I let any of this get to me?

NOT WORTH IT.

Updates coming

teacher=me?!?!!?
Inservice last day tomorrow...
2 first days of school!!!!!
First game on Wednesday...
The best weekend ever--thanks Louie & DMB & the Gorge!!!
Car?!