Honestly, I can not wait to see my girls tomorrow. I need a Jasmine, Julia, and Lindsay session, and maybe, just maybe, we can plan a girl's weekend with some finality.
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Excited
Seven days really is a long time. I have so much respect for my mom and how she handles my grandparents every day. I am exhausted after hanging out with them for 3 ish hours every day--it is draining and HARD work. Gramma needs her cart with her oxygen tank everywhere she goes, and she can't really walk on her own. If she wants to go outside, one has to skillfully maneuver both her wheelchair and her cart of oxygen--there is no holder on the wheelchair--that would make too much sense. If BOTH my grandparents are headed outside of their tiny apartment, another trip must be made in order to push my grandpa in HIS wheelchair.
I am going to need to sleep for a month when I get back...though that does not play into my new mission--really and truly get in shape and be unfat this summer.
I guess I'll just sleep on the plane back.
Posted by luvdmb36 at 8:54 AM
Labels: family, friends, happiness, hectic, random ponderings, real world, realizations
Things I wonder about...
Why did I decide to go home for a full seven days? In a row.
Why do my mom and dad and gramma have to get old? It sucks.
Why can't my sister catch a break?
Why can't my mom get up outta my sister's ass and realize that she can't catch a break?
Why can't I make more money and buy my sister a decent car, pay her bills, and take care of her better?
Why can't I make more money and fix my parents' house so it doesn't suck--at least get them good carpeting with good padding and good beds that aren't MADE OF STRAW?
Why can't my mom just LET ME take care of my sister? I am actually FINALLY doing ok right now. Why can't she see that?
Why is being on "vacation" so exhausting? So much so, I can't even fathom staying the night at my sister's (who only lives 30 minutes away) or staying in EC when I go see my friends? I'd rather just sit around, see my gramma and grandpa, and then go to bed back at my parents' house.
Why can't my parents come and visit me this summer? With my sister?
Why can't I be rich to have MLB Network at my house? I like seeing the Brewers on TV.
Ok. Enough for now.
Posted by luvdmb36 at 5:20 PM
Labels: exhaustion, family, frustrations, questioning
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